still here

luv u both!

sekian kalinya aku ingin mengatakan aku sayang kamu! semoga menjadi keluarga sakinah dan mawaddah senantiasa disamping ayah ummi abah mama dan adik beradik lain.. amin.

coxsakie virus!

yep, ini adalah virus kaki tangan dan mulut. virus ini menyerang kanak2 dan bayi. virus ini tidak mbawa maut tapi kanak2 yang terkena virus ni mmg suffer sbb tak boleh makan minum, dan badan rasa tak selesa asyik demam on off sahaja. and this is about Aqilah's story..infected by coxsakie :(

that friday (6 april 2012) i got text messages from baby sitter to inform that my daughter got fever. when i return call then she mentioned that she already give medicine and my daughter getting better. so I’m not really worry. We go back as usual and bring her home at 6.45pm. When i reach home aqilah looks sleepy.. oh i thought because of the medicine so i bring her to the room and let her sleep.

9pm - she still not awake then when i check her fever, it getting worst. ouch, we need to bring her to clinic. so we decided to go to Sri Gombak to see a Doctor. and Doctor said it is high fever.. more than 39 Celsius! Doctor decided to give medicine from her punggung and he was so confident that tomorrow my daughter will be okay.

7 april 2012 (Saturday)

6am - we are not have a enough sleep because my daughter cannot sleep at all. She crying without reason... maybe because 'tak sedap badan' that’s way she cries right? luckily we have thermometer at home, so me and husband check her fever.. Ya Allah! 39.5 celcius! mmg panas! we both don’t know what to do and decided to go to Attaf clinic, it is specialist clinic at TTDI recommended by baby sitter. unfortunately the clinic not operated that day! then we call baby sitter to get some advice. she advised to keep calm(that very important) and give aqilah medicine from Sri Gombak clinic and pantau her fever. so we stayed at home the whole day and keep checking her fever. it was turn up and down. so pity her...at the end of the day, her fever still 38 celcius, only decrease 1 celcius :( we praise tomorrow will much better.. Lastly mommy, daddy and daughter fall asleep. We are tired.. aqilah more tired i think :(

8 april 2012 (sunday)

3am - I’m awake with aqilah's crying. When i check her head, ya Allah.. her fever more worst! i wake up my husband and ask to go to hospital selayang on that time..

4am - arrived at hospital selayang and after registered one of nurse roughly check on aqilah's condition. then she take aqilah medicine (i bring the medicine from clinic for hospital reference) and gave 6ml! Previously doctor from clinic only advice to give 2ml only. Then that nurse asks us to wait our turn to meet a real doctor.

4.30am - aqilah head become warm and she looks more stable. we meet a doctor and doctor only mentioned she got fever and ulser. after got the medicine we back home and aqilah continue sleeping.

10am - feed aqilah with her favorite porridge but she refuse. she not able to eat or drink! so sad when i can hear her stomach singing.. she was really hungry but can’t eat :( my husband curious with Hospital selayang, if she got mouth ulser, then where is the medicine? they only gave fever medicine, antibiotic and salt for energy. ya.. that make sense also. so we decided to go to her usual clinic - klinik kanak2 tan at rawang.

11.30am - we meet with doctor and we are very shock on what doctor said- she got coxsakie! is that danger? my husband ask. no it is not, but she quite suffer because cannot eat and drink. and doctor continue- give her medicine and she need to be quarantine at least 10 days. cannot mingle with other kids and avoid crowded place. Ya Allah... kuatkan hati ini... we are stuck. this time doctor gave ubat mulut (tuk kebaskan mulut supaya boleh makan), fever (not normal 1, yang ubat fever titik), antibody, 2 more ubat  which i forgot now..dush! i'm getting older. pelupa!

12.45pm - on the way back home we discuss who gonna take a long leave to take care of our daughter. Both of us cuti pon sikit... takkan nak amek cuti 1 week :S

my husband call father in laws at penang to ask some advice. and abah without no compromise want to come to our house to taking care of my daughter.. ya Allah..terharu nya.. really kesian with abah but he really want to help us. then because we know that kg selamat (my husband home town) is not really selamat with robber, it is better to send aqilah at my husband home town.. saya akur, tuk kesihatan aqilah.

6pm- call my ayah ummi at sabah to inform about aqilah.. and ask to praise for us for our journey balik kampung tonight. ayah and ummi was very afraid with aqilah condition, but afraid menyusahkan abah n mama also. but this is the only way.. and alhamdullilah abah n mama want to lend some effor to taking care my daugther. i done sms to my boss and colleague about my emergency leave on Monday and Tuesday.

10pm - we start the journey to penang. aqilah sleep at back sit with me. the medicine quite strong, it makes aqilah sleep all the way back to hometown.

9 april 2012 (Monday)

4am - safely arrived at kg selamat.. ahamdullilah. i feed her with bottle of milk..even though it's hurt but she feed little. she then continue sleep at grandpa’s home.

11 april 2012 (Wednesday)

we back to KL leave aqilah there. of course i'm really sad...but this is the best for her.. the day i leave her she can start eat and drink, and no more fever.. alhamdullilah.

10 days make us really sad. Without her no more laugh... ya, we still laugh... but it more merrier with aqilah;') and alhamdullilah 10 days there build her antibody back, she can eat, drink as usual.

21 april 2012 (friday)

3am - we safely arrived back home town and meet aqilah after 10 days! phew... really miss her!!! and she also seems missed us!hehehe... thank you ya Allah.. atas kurnian kesejahteraan ke atas kami..

it makes us husband and wife more matured with all these dugaan..and hope we can be more strong after this hubby;) but 1 important lesson.. not just trust to 1 doctor... seek others advice if you curious.. sbb naluri ibu bapa kuat thadap anak nya... wallahualam.

opps... i did it again -.-

ya. mmg sudah terbukti tuan punya blog mmg takder bakat tuk mempunyai blog. hahahaa.. dan lagi sekali tuan blog melupakan blog yg sudah kusam ini tanpa contengan. wiwo.. so sini kena balik ke tujuan asal knpa ingin ber blog?

1- oleh kerana penyakit lupa sudah semestinya mesti ada album kehidupan tuk mengingati2 hari2 sekarang so nanti masa depan boleh mengimbau balik sejarah lama.. ceh..

itu jer sebenarnya.. so dengan mission yg ada tu kena teruskan balik perjuangan.. nanti time kami husband and wife umo 60 buleh la balik buka story2 zaman dulu2.. hihihihi. okeh, chayok!

to my luvly husband and kids.. i dedicated tis blog for you... muahhx! =)

Kenanga Mall

This is a great place for the shopaholic~ hehe. The mall is just opened on end of 2011. Is is located near Penjara Lama Pudu and really easy to access cos got monorail station. If not mistaken it is Pudu Monorail.

The long dress that i bought via online is RM79 but here you can get it rm25 ONLY! (but you have to buy 6 of the item) walaa~~ 6? First i was so excited, and already pick 3 of the item.. Then i realize what? 6? how could i have 6 pairs of the same dress with different color? hahaha. gila. my husband pon kata i gila:D so, never mind.. I ask the sales girl, how is the price for retailer? rm70. cehhhh... sama jer ngan harga online:(

quite convenience bawa stroller sbb tmpt dia tk crowded.

But it's really suitable if you want to buy wholesale. Sbb murah banyak kalo beli borong! at the end kami banyak beli baju aqilah... sweater, romper, jumper, dress, kasut.. tgk la dia, smpai2 rumah trus ayah dia kasi test baju:)

kat blakang tu sume baju dia:)

so sape2 yang mmg suka shopping borong jgn lepas kan peluang pg sini yer! (tlg promot walaupon tkder commision:p )

Festival City

It is actually opened last year and guess why we want to be there? Is is because of Kaison! hehehe.. Kaison is actually from Sabah. They only sell the unique items that cannot get at other shop. Last time i visit Kaison at my village-Putatan Sabah, unfortunately i cannot buy anything cos of limited luggage. So sad.. and my husband promise to bring me to Kaison KL.Hooray!! hahaha. i bought a lot of flower, vase and wall clock=D and it's make me happy!

see... sangat cantik!!

so rambang mata, lastly i ask my husband to pick a flower to put on our console table ;)

my home sweet home =)

really like this wall clock, for the first week i failed to read this clock! hahahaha

I will definitely attack Kaison again for this raya season! promise! hahahaha(gelak jahat) ;)

escape - awesome February!

cuti cuti cuti..... mungkin org len dah tahu sume cuti ni tp aku baru perasan dengan limpahan cuti pada awal tahun ni..mmg awesome! start dari january - february rasanya banyak gila cuti. sampaikan cuti hari wilayah semalam adalah cuti paling kelakar. kenapa?

pkol 9 pagi kami sekeluarga sudah bersiap dan siapkan barang2 aqilah yang nak dihantar ke baby sitter. kita nak pg mana? aku bertanya pada suami. tak tahu lah, kita hantar aqilah dulu baru nati plan. sesudah hantar aqilah ke baby sitter kami pon menuju ke arah KL dengan seribu satu pertanyaan-masih tak tahu ke mana nak di tuju!

aku ni pantang kalo cuti mmg asyek nak shopping. tak shopping pon just window shopping:p so aku pon usul kan lah nak pg Viva Home Center nak cari barang perabot rumah. No shopping! my husband decline. Hari ni tak mo pkir shopping, kita just enjoy jer. aku pon- erk..? then my husband suggested- ok kita pg tgk wayang, bowling, karoke..amacam? pergh.... seyes, itu first time dia ajak pg tmpt2 mcm tu selepas melahirkan baby..hihihi. sbb selalunya kitorang just tgk wayang kat rumah, kat rumah lg selesa kot:p and of course i like his idea! why not kan? tukar2 angin.. Hahaha!

ready for bowling?

wee... mula2 aku leading, at the end drop plak:p

horay! saya menang! hehe...

lps tu pg tengok wayang. cerita sumpahan Kum Kum. tak best cerita tu, kalau tau tk best download jer.. tk payah tgk wayang. igt nak feel takut2 sket, tp tak menjadi la plak..

we escape for 7 hours! then tak sabar nak balik rindu kat budak kecik tu! sampai2 kat rumah baby sitter, Aqilah nampak ibu dia then trus dia sua tangan nak minta dukung n lepas dukung tiba2 dia kiss pipi ibu! wuahT.T terharu! sayang lah kat dia nih!! muah2!

escape - laser warzone

This is awesome! you must try! we played this yesterday and this really awesome! (even though i'm not top 3 scorer. neither top 5. maybe top 10. hahaha.)

This is the new revolution of paint ball, but without messy paint and less sweat! You may check the details here;


Laser WarzoneUnit K-14-1,
Jalan Multimedia 7/AH,Citypark,
I-City,shah alam,
40000 Selangor, Malaysia
http://www.laserwarzone.com/http://www.facebook.com/laserwarzone/

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we escape for 5 hours and leave our luvly baby to her baby sitter..sorry honey, nati aqilah besar ibu bawa yer;) itu pon ibu ngan ayah balik tgesa2 sbb nak jumpa budak tomey itu! gambar sendiri pon takder sbb gelap so susah nak amek gmbar ngan camera phone~

jatuh katil!

ibu penat. ibu tertidur. ibu tak expect. OK, alasan tu dah tak bole diguna pakai.. from now on dah tak bole letak aqilah kat katil... my husband send me a link about baby jatuh katil, here is the story:




Maaf ye.. saya sekadar nak berkongsi cerita.. kisah bayi jatuh katil ni mengingatkan saya pada sepupu saya.. masa dia baby dalam 4 ke 5 saya tak pasti..dia jatuh dari sofa.. masa dia jatuh terus terdiam tanpa nangis mata je terbukak.. terus mak dia bawak dia g spital.. dia kene ambil air tulang belakang... sebab nye saya pun tak berapa nak pasti sebab masa tu pun saya sekolah lagi.. lepas dari.. berminggu2 dia ambik masa untuk menangis.. dia senyap je macam kaku.. hanya mata dia je gerak.. dalam sebulan lebih kot.. alhamdulliah.. dia dah boleh menangis dan bagi respon bila org bercakap.. tapi lepas tu dia akan kene macam kejang atau sawan kot dan tak ingat.. sampai la sekarang dia macam tu.. umo dia dah 20 tahun.. hidup dia sekarang bergantung pada ubat doktor.. puas dah mak ayah dia berubat.. dah tak terkira ustaz ke pakar perubatan kampung ke.. dari utara ke selatan mak ayah dia berubat kan dia.. tapi masih tak membantu jugak.. saya bercerita ni bukan untuk nak menakut2kan.. tapi cuma nak berkongsi.. supaya mana mak ayah yg pernah baby terjatuh tu hati2 la ye.. kalau nampak anak tu takde pape.. bawak jugak la berubat jumpa doktor ke.. kadang2 kita tak tahu apa kesan dekat dalam badan baby tu..




insaf. Aqilah pon pernah jatuh katil. mungkin 2 kali, oh atau 3! ibu dah letak bantal keliling katil. buat border aqilah. ibu cuma baring tepi dia tgk dia cakap sorang2, main sorang2. last ibu buka mata Aqilah masih kat sebelah. tiba2 ibu tersedar, aqilah dah kat bawah katil menjerit nangis kesakitan. Ya Allah, aku tertidur! tgk2 anak aku dah atas lantai!

Kesian anak ku..pastu tgk aqilah tbe2 dia tersenyum kemudian ketawa terkekeh2. Tersentuh ibu, pandai sungguh anak kecil ini mengambil hati. Walaupon dia sakit tp masih mampu senyum tuk ibu nyaT.T luv u sayang..

new rule: tak bole letak Aqilah kat katil walaopon sekejap! noktah.

happy 8 months old sayang!!

she is adorable.




she is smart.




she is cute.




she turned 8 months on last week.




she is my lil baby=)

luv u sayang!

(puji anak sendri adalah dibenarkan, why not? hehehe)

my passion- home deco1

Since we bought our own house, we are not stop experimenting our house to be our dream house=) so means our dream house is still in progress (this depend on the budget of the month!)hehe..

The theme? We desire our living hall and kitchen area in modern theme. just black and white. And little bit chili red to make some bright and attractive. with limited space of our kitchen area, we made a small stool bar and high cabinet to put all cooking apparel and the storage is more convenient. this some of the kitchen i adore;

just black, white and red =)

(picture credit to here)

And here is my kitchen =)tp blur la... need DSLR to capture it more nice;p note: still searching for admire stool chaire;)

close up the counter bar display rack..


more close up~ hihihi


here my kitchen area=) i luv to cook!

Since we decided to have modern theme in kitchen, my husband brought the latest technology of cooker..tara~~ induction cooker which 100% using an electric power (ceh,latest la sgt:p).ngeh2.. i really love to cook with this stuff cos it is really automatic. set masa tuk cook and pegi mandi, abes mandi lauk pon suda masak! walaaa~~~mcm promot la plak:p

my kitchen behind the cute model^^

dining area- This is important area cos we will spend a lot of time here makan makan makan makan sambil borak borak borak borak! hahaha.. This area only has dining table, my desire crystal lamp and two khufi frame with Allah and Muhammad ukiran.

dining area from counter bar

And here is my book case. It is actually 2 in 1. Book case + display shelf.hahaha. i have a red vase collection and i think it is nice to display here:p

red vase collection n wedding album ;)

aqilah 1 week old~

the tree frame we got during kenduri kahwin-thks who gave the memoriable present to us;) , and the cute mirror i grab from kenduri kahwin my sister, nice rite? hehehe.

okie, jumpa di lain entry lagi!

banjar ceremony at country home

Bahang 2012 masih terasa tapi azam semangat baru 2012 dah mula terhakis. erk? january pon belum sempat melabuhkan tirai azam baru dah pudar?hehehe..oleh itu kena tekadkan hati tuk meneruskan lg azam ni lg 11 bulan! chayok2!

btw last weekend my relative ajak kami sekeluarga pg kenduri kahwin sahabat handai my family at bandar country home..and it was awesome! eventhough we dont know anyone in the kenduri (except my uncle family) but we had a great hour with all the kenduri food, kompang rebana and friendly people:)

and the best thing is-our Aqilah was in a good mood along the ceremony:) she can get along with people and surrounding! thks Allah.. kalau tidak selalunya dia akan nangis bila org yg tk dikenali nak dukung dia! hehehe.

some of our picture=) thks to my brother for the photo!~

cerita awan

karakter - suami, isteri dan awan
situasi - suatu petang ketika balik dari pejabat. keadaan sunyi, hanya bunyi deruan enjin kereta dan motor, masing2 keletihan dengan tugas2 dan masalah di pejabat. melihatkan keadaan itu si suami pon membuka bicara:-

suami : ayg, tgk awan tu..cantik kan..

isteri pon memandang ke atas lambat2 dan mengiya kan kata2 suami.

isteri : cantik... eh2, kat sana ada awan bentuk love!

suami : a ah..

isteri : eh2, kat blakang bentuk love tu ada awan evil muka jahat!

suami : a ah, tgn evil tu mcm ni [sambil tunjuk tangan evil]

isteri : tak bukan mcm tu... tgn dia mcm ni... then dia gelak mcm ni [sambil buat suara gelak jahat sambil menunjukkan tangan ingin mencakar]

suami : e eh, terlebih tinggi la plak imaginasi dia ni:p

isteri pon tersenyum simpul.. you are such adorable husband, always keep me laugh and happy=D

Surat pertama 2012 buat Kanda

Dear Suami ku yang tercinta,

Di tahun baru 2012 ini, ada 12 azam dinda;

1. Menjadi isteri mithali yang rajin beribadah lillahi Taa’la..


2. Menjaga aurat ku agar tidak terdedah dan secara tidak langsung menjaga maruah ku sebagai isteri mu


3. Menjaga appearance, tidak mahu lagi kusut masai, dan menjadi makcik2. Mahu menjaga imej sebagai isteri mu.


4. Rajin makan supplement yg telah dibeli supaya menjadi cergas dan tidak nmpak keletihan selalu


5. Mahu meningkatkan prestasi memasak walaupon tahu tahap masakan kini sudah agak bagus, buktinya berat kanda sudah pon melonjak naik pada tahun pertama berkahwin:p


6. Mahu menjadi lebih cekap membuat kerja rumah (sekarang seminggu skali kemas/sapu/mop/laundry, adekah this year seminggu dua kali?:P )


7. Mahu Menjadi lebih istiqomah membaca kan Aqilah story book


8. Menjadi lebih rajin membuat makanan Aqilah homemade dari yg instant


9. Tidak mahu membazir membeli barangan tidak berfaedah dan tidak penting


10. Mahu menjadi partner kanda yang terbaik pada 2012! Yg sentiasa ada di sisi suami. Adekah saya adalah partner terbaik 2011?:p


11. Mahu menjadi pekerja yang dedikasi, tahu menghargai, komited and will give the best whatever task given!


12. Mengundi ! yeay!

Sekian. Diharap azam ini dapat dicapai dgn redha Allah. Amin.

Yang benar,
Isteri Kanda;)